If

If I could Move around the mob;
 Unnoticed,
If I could sing a melancholy;
 Unheard,
If I could survive the abhorrence;
 Untouched,
If I could see the Light;
 Unsighted
If I could smile;
 Unhappy,
Life would be plain,
No gain, No pain.

If I could cry and die;
 for myself,
If I could stand still;
When I am numb,
If I could Speak my heart out;
When I am hurt,
If I could be selfish;
For once,
If I could See the world beyond infinities;
To live.
Life would be euphoric,
Not tragic, Not Traumatic.

Under The Dreaming Tree

Under the dreaming tree,
I sit and look back at me.
destitute and lonely.
fearing Intimacy.

Now I see myself smile.
Strong, and no-more fragile.
Getting over my insecurities,
giving life new priorities.

Elated and bold here I stand,
Isolated in this crowded land.
But in myself I could see,
An everlasting bright destiny.

Pride

In this colossal world so wide,
where do you find, where do you find,
a person who is humble and selfless,
a man with no pride?

Among people full of arrogance,
rises ego and intolerance,
Amid people who live, or have died,
where do you find, a man with no pride?

Friendship Deceives and love betrays,
loyalty is undeniably selfless these days,
In this crowd where exceptional people hide,
where do you find, a man with no pride?

Search for humanity, search till eternity,
look around here and there, look around everywhere,
You will give up, you shall throw up,
cause you will never find, a man with no pride.

Authenticity

Those who care will never pretend,
and those who pretend will never care,
While someone is a foe and someone is a friend,
reality occurs as life is really never fair.

No one ever stays cause people walk out,
and trusting someone takes entire eternity.
Who is real, who is fake, you doubt?
this world my friend is brimming with narrow Humanity.

When you need a shoulder to cry,
when you need someone to talk to,
when you lose hope and you can't try,
those who show up are true.

Look out for those who look for you,
don't get adrift in this universe of duplicity.
everything is complex yet so new,
But one thing missing is Authenticity.

I Can I will

I woke up one bizarre morning,
I felt weak, I felt bleak.
Everything felt so baffling,
I couldn't open my eyes,
I felt helpless and started sobbing,
all around me Silent and still,
I wanted to rise But I was trembling
But I know, if I can, I will.

Wind blowing so fast out there,
I was restless, I was dazed
Mornings like these were so rare,
What's going on? I was amazed.
I was fed up, all I could do was Stare,
At the destitute side of me,
And then I chose to get up,
The brighter side I could see.

I did it, I could, Fight myself,
But even now I know,
If I can, I will.

Let it go

Sometimes what you desire isn't what you always get,
and there are stiff dreadful moments that you regret,
and the reason for your sorrow is one of your dear,
just know that they don't deserve a single tear.

When you lose your value in someone's life,
and you feel like stabbing yourself with a knife,
and the reason is not a fault that you made,
its just the relationship that began to fade.

When you become stymied about problems,
and start to lose all hopes,
your inner side asks why you're alive,
you feel no more shall you survive.

The people you love always leave you,
No matter what all sacrifices you made for them,
and what to do next you have no clue,
And you let them go, away, away, from you.

You are your future.

There you are with a deep frown,
you really ought to calm down,
everything happens for a reason,
people come and go every season.

The Devilish destiny has deep dreams in store,
and you curse your life to the core,
but you have to get up and be dauntless
for you've got to make your life flawless.

No you won't cry, you won't lament,
everyone makes mistakes every moment,
it takes courage to face them all,
You rise up only when you fall.

You are the one to start a new beginning,
you will see yourself always winning,
Don't let anything affect your mind,
yes my friend, a happy life you will find.